Peekabooboo

A wonderful day

2011-03-26T04:04:00.000-07:00

I am so freaking tired but i still decid to blog a little about today.

Just realize i was out of home for 14 hours. OMG

Oppssiee.. today photo shooting wasn't that good.

I was kinda like very NOOB.

Okay so this will be the first and the last one.

I think i more likely enjoy to take picture of others

rather than being the one who pose in front of camera. lol

I just not-so-like-me when i am in front of a camera.
Arghh...

I gotta thank my friend who brought me to genting for the music award.

Just to bring me there to see my hubby leehom. lol

And also being so considerate all the time.

Unfortunately he is sick so he couldn't sing well:(

Guess what...

I got his hand-shape HOMANIACS waver XD

Anyway anyhow i really had a wonderful night.

Thank you so muchieeeee.

Anxiety & Nervous

2011-03-25T09:37:00.000-07:00

Arghh..

I am going for a so called photo shooting session tomorrow.

And imma also gonna be a photographer to take some pictures of my friend.

This is my very first time.lol Imma soooo nervous.

I keep thinking what kinda outfit i should wear and

what kinda makeup i should put on.

Ohh noooooo.....

I am so worried.

After all, i think it is a good try for me.

We should always try out new things to spice up our life.

' LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST '

My old friend

2011-03-24T00:36:00.000-07:00

Ohh.. the feeling is back to visit me again.
Just wonder when it started.

And all of sudden i am like a small girl
smiling and laughing bashfully
even it is just a simple thing.

*wink*

Live with a HOPE

2011-03-21T23:24:00.000-07:00

Life is a song - sing it.
Life is a game - play it.
Life is a challenge - meet it.
Life is a dream - realize it.
Life is a sacrifice - offer it.
Life is love - enjoy it.
- Sai Baba

Wish me best of luck please :)

Good night and sweet dream.

我只是个女人

2011-03-20T00:15:00.000-07:00

我只是个女人
只希望
当我迷失了
你会牵着我走
当我累了
给我靠一靠
当我不开心时
给予安慰和鼓励

我希望有人疼、有人爱
有人包容
有人抱着我睡
有人让我撒娇
有人能陪在我身边
有人能过马路时拉着我手
有人能给我安全
有人喜欢带我逛街
穿高跟鞋走累了会有人背
有人乐意带我跟他去的各种场合
并把我介绍给他的朋友们

我只是个女人

我会难过

但是不会自甘堕落

我会伤心

但是不会伤心太久

我只是个女人

每个月都有失控的时候

但是不会随随便便地失控

只是希望有人会明白

但是

我知道

这都很难..

Another GREY day

2011-03-16T00:05:00.000-07:00

Wait.... wait.... and wait....

I am tired of waiting.

This feeling is really sucks.

It makes me so lifeless and hopeless.

When the hell is this gonna end?

Arghh...

I really hate to post negative thoughts and emo feeling here. FML.

PLEASE STOP BOTHERING ME!!!

I miss those days

2011-03-12T01:28:00.000-08:00

Met up with few of my primary mates today.

The feeling is still there, even though we have not meet each other for years.

And this is what a friend meant.

Awww... Suddenly i miss my primary life so so much!

They are still so naughty yet lovely <3

Looking forward for the next gathering!

Fragile. Tender.

2011-03-10T23:23:00.000-08:00

Okay now i know i am not tough as i thought.

Everything is beyond my expectation.

Everything is not going smoothly.

Everything just screwed up.

I won't blame anyone but myself.

I hate myself for being so stupid.

Arghhh......

Depress is the only word can describe my feeling.

At the moment, i really wanted to cry out loud so badly!

Hope and Suprise

2011-03-09T02:22:00.000-08:00

Every sunrise brings us hope and suprise.

And i am waiting for the next sunrise which will bring me new hope and suprise.

Good night world. *Hugs*

我一个人也可以过的很好~

2011-03-06T00:34:00.000-08:00

原来我已经习惯了,似有似无的感觉.

原来我已经习惯了,平平淡淡的感觉.

原来我已经习惯了....

所以还好...
人生最大的幸福就是放下

适当时要学会安慰自己

2011-03-05T01:33:00.000-08:00

最重要的是今天的心

何必为痛苦的悔恨而失去现在的心情,何必为莫名的忧虑而惶惶不可终日.过去的已经一去不复返了,再怎么悔恨也是无济于事.未来的还是可望而不可及,再怎么忧虑也是会空悲伤的.今天心,今日事和现在人,却是实实在在的,也是感觉美好的.当然,过去的经验要总结,未来的风险要预防,这才是智慧的.昨天已经过去,而明天还没有来到,今天是真实的.

感觉幸福就是幸福……

许多都在刻意追求所谓的幸福；有的虽然得到了，其代价却巨大无比，许多哲人都说，幸福是种感觉。幸福的感觉随满足程度而递减，与人的心境、心态密切相关。先哲们说：得之愈艰、爱之愈深，拥有幸福，常思艰难。一个人总是感觉不到幸福，是自己的最大悲哀。幸福是种感觉，不知足，永不会幸福。

不必一味讨好别人

讨好每一个人是不可能的，也是没有必要的，讨好每一个人，等于得罪每一个人，刻意去讨好别人只会使别人产生厌恶，亲近别人要琉璃自然，投机心态要改变，有时间讨好，不如踏踏实实做事，讨好别人总是靠不住，自己努力才实实在在。一味讨好别人就会失去自我，充实自己很重要。

每个人都有自己的活法

自己的伤痛自己清楚,自己的哀怨自己明白,自己的快乐自己感受,也许自己眼中的地狱,却是别人眼中的天堂,也许自己眼中的天堂,却是别人眼中的地狱,生活就是这般的滑稽,不要总疑春色在人家,关键在于自己心态的调整过好自己的生活最重要,不攀不比
用心做自己该做的事人生是如此的短暂,哪人心思去浪费呢?有智慧的哲人曾经说过:大街上有人骂我,我是连头也不回的,根本不想知道这个无聊之人!"我们既不要去伤害人家,也不要被别人的批评左右,还是按照自己的愿望,先踏踏实实学好本领再说.特别是在少年时要全力以赴学本领,不要分心.

别总是自己跟自己过不

去学会自己欣赏自己,等于拥有了获取快乐的金钥匙,欣赏自己不是孤芳自赏,欣赏自己不是唯我独尊,欣赏自己不是自我陶醉,欣赏自己更不是固步自封……自己给自己一些息信,自己给自己一点愉快,自己给自己一脸微笑,何愁没有人生的快乐呢? 经常要自己给自己过节,学会寻找愉悦的心情.

很有意义的十句话

2011-03-04T23:53:00.000-08:00

第一句
如果我們之間有 1000 步的距離
你只要跨出第 1 步
我就會朝你的方向走其餘的 999 步

第二句
通常願意留下來跟你争吵的人
才是真正愛你的人

第三句
付出真心　才會得到真心
却也可能傷得徹底
保持距離　就能保護自己
却也注定永遠寂寞

第四句
有時候不是對方不在乎你
而是你把對方看得太重
第五句
朋友就是把你看透了　還能喜歡你的人

第六句
就算是 believe 　中間也藏了一個 lie

第七句
真正的好朋友
並不是在一起就有聊不完的話题
而是在一起　就算不說話
也不會感到尷尬

第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的兩個人
第九句
為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人
為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友
為你的難過而難過的
就是那些　該放進心裡的人

第十句
冷漠　有時候並不是無情
只是一種避免被傷害的工具

:(

2011-03-01T05:06:00.000-08:00

Mooooody :(

I don't even know why.

Can someone please guide me to the right way?

to my little Prince

2011-02-23T13:20:00.000-08:00

I kinda miss you :(

My feelings are always mine.

2011-02-22T05:38:00.000-08:00

Most of the time we always wish people to understand how we feel.

Don't you get it?

They just won't feel it nor understand it.

Don't ever expect anyone else in the earth to understand how you feel.

No one could ever understand how depress you are as they never experience what you have experienced!

And they are not the one who experiencing it.

So why do you expect them to understand how sad you are and how depress you are?

So wipe off all the tears yourself and move on your life.

Who are you???!!

2011-02-21T05:29:00.000-08:00

Everyone has their own lifestyle, thinking and feelings.

There are no such 'criteria' or 'standard' to measure or judge who is better who is not.

Ask yourself.

Are you living for yourself or others?

Do what you wanna do.
Be who you wanna be.

Shuuuuu....... Silence please!

2011-01-31T09:16:00.000-08:00

I am not someone who likes to share my feeling to everyone.

Everyone has their own characteristic and personality.

So don't ever try to ask when someone doesn't feel like talk.

And sometimes is good to keep quiet instead of asking so much questions.

空白.期待

2011-01-23T20:47:00.000-08:00

我受够了等待你所谓的安排　说的未来到底多久才来
总是要来不及才知道我可爱　我想依赖而你却都不在
应该开心的地带　你给的全是空白　一个人假日发呆
找不到人陪我看海　我在幸福的门外　却一直都进不来　
你累积给的伤害　我是真的很难释怀　终於看开爱回不来
而你总是太晚明白　最後才把话说开　哭著求我留下来
终於看开爱回不来　我们面前太多阻碍　你的手却放不开　
宁愿没出息求我别离开　你总是要我乖慢慢计划将来　
我的眼泪却一直掉下来　过去怎么交代你该给的信赖　
被你亲手缓缓推入悬崖　从我脸上的苍白　看到记忆慢下来　
过去甜蜜在倒带　只是感觉已经不在　而我对你的期待
被你一次次摔坏　已经碎成太多块　要怎么拼凑跟重来
终於看开爱回不来　而你总是太晚明白　最後才把话说开　
哭著求我留下来　终於看开爱回